Dear blogger, 

dha lama kan Lysa tk update ppe story kd sini. 

Kehidupan Lysa byk berubah lps Axis's camp tuuu. 

sblm tu my life kucar kacir when I broke up with someone. Almost one month tkdtg church. Tp Tuhan itu adil, He chnged my life lot after that incident. yeah, awalnya Lysa dha hilang arah, cause he's the only one guy that I love sincerely from my heart nd i lose him. but betul kata orang, hal yg tjadi tu mguatkan kita. slagi kita mmpu utk bertahan, bertahanlah. Lysa tlalu byk tluka smp suatu saat tu iblis meracuni fikiran Lysa. Lysa tk jejak church for one month, tk meet org skeliling. byk mnyendiri dkt bilik. But then after camp tu, Lysa byk belajar nd dari situuu Lysa mula berubah. who knows right? But Jesus always know what're we thinking. Then, I pray everytime when Lysa rasa Lysa ingat benda yg mnyakitkan. Setiap kali bdoa, Una akan sntiasa tselit dlm doa Lysa. MEMANG! Lysa still mengharapkan dy. But bila benda tu berlalu secara perlahan, Lysa tutup hati Lysa utk orang skeliling smpaikan Lysa tkdpt tgk org yg sayang dkt Lysa except him. Lysa always sabar nd sabar even dy slalu sinis dkt Lysa. But times changed. My past was flow down slowly. Lysa byk belajar tntg apa yg spatutnya Lysa tkpatut tinggalkan. I was really regret nd thinking why it must happen. who knows dulu when Lysa betul2x tertekan, Lysa makan ubat panadol tu smp 6biji but there's no effect. Myb Tuhan sayang dkt Lysa nd nak Lysa berubah dgn sndiri. tp mse tuuuu Lysa lgsg tknampak semua tu. I was really blind that time nd I can't even realize what I've done is the most stupid things! okay stop it. 

Act, Lysa bkn nk story psl tuuu, Lysa nk story psl someone new for me. Lysa kenal dy 5DEC2013. How? Lyssa pegi Hillsong student. Jenis Lysa, when Lysa MINAT someone, Lysa akan always sebut nama dy for a thousands time. But when Lysa SUKA orang tuuuu, Lysa akan berdiam nd akan perhatikan gelagat dy. At first Lysa minat mamat sorang nih. Bg Lysa, Lysa minat dy sbb HANDSOME. GOOD LOOKING. ANAK TUHAN. But when Lysa carik sbb knp Lysa minat dy, I got nothing. ZERO! Then Lysa biar jela benda tu sbg minat jeh. After we separated nd dibahagikan kelas, Lysa tk perasan yg ad guy lagi sorang. Then My lil sis tegur ckp dy handsome nd blablabla~ That time I was like a....... hah? dia? manada. muka kerek jeh lebih. Then Lysa ignore jela sbb mcm tk interesting sampailah dy jadi translator utk Una sbb Una tkfhm English. Dia tu full English nd I was so impressed okay. Lysa tgk dr gaya dy, Lysa dpt rasa dy baik. But I ignore my feeling sbb Lysa ckp Lysa minat org lain. HahahahahaXD serious. Then dyurg buat event dkt Grand Blue Wave Hotel. First Lysa masuk, serioustalk for me, it was really awesome. we praise Lord, we enjoy with them, then time abes khotbah tuuu, Lysa nampak dy lagi. dy nyanyi nd handle the event. I was.......... how special he is. He makes me proud. then dha abes tuuu, kytrg enjoy. dorang dance with each other, Lysa tgk jeee nd bilaaa bdk2x nih join mmg gempak lerr -.- His sis panggil dy, dy pun kenal2x dgn kytrg, first dy tanya Lysa yg Lysa umur bpe semua. then dy tnye bdk2x nih. then amek gambar sume.  but sblm tuuu, mmg time bdoa sume, Lysa bdoa nd ttbe one voice said to me "BUKA HATIMU UTK MENILAI ORG LAIN. LPSKN DIA" I was like a......... eh ape mksd nih. then time balek tu Lysa diam tkstory kd ssiapa. then Hari Ahad kytrg pegi church dorggg. Again, he makes me impressed when he handle the ceremony. but Lysa tolak prasaan tuuuu. Bg Lysa tkmungkin Lysa jatuh hati kd org mcmtuuu. He's just not my type. Then prayer session dduk bsilaaa sume, Lysa diamkan diri......... Lysa selitkan doa utk Una nd it appeared again. The voice said "BUKA HATIMU UTK MNILAI DIA DI DPN MATAMU. LPSKN YG DULU" nd suddenly my mind was thinking about that guy. That guy appeared. masa tuu laaa Lysa nangis. why must he? what's that mean? kenapa Lysa buka hati utk dy? kenapa? then Lysa cari psamaan dy dgn Una nd I got nothing. ttba when my eyes opened, Lysa nampak dy betul2x dlm keadaan bdoa. then balek tuuuu amek gambar sume, ad org jerit nd Lysa perasan dy blkg Lysa nd he smiled. balek tuuu Lysa mcm byk diamkan diri. Idk why............... smp kawan Lysa ckp Lysa mcm badmood jeh. I was confused whts gonna happen nd why? haisssss only from God's the answer that i can trust.