Dear God, I had been through so much pain nd it hurting me a lot. pls recover my pain slowly. I loved someone for a years nd I felt like I cannot let him go frm my life. yes I being selfish. I never loved someone like I loved him bfore. But, time passed nd I still can't let him out from my mind. Yet I know You will alwys beside me when I'm being down. My tears rolled down nd I know I must be strong. Too much memories nd I just think I can let it go. Yes I need time. I need to be strong bcs I'm JESUS GIRL. Dear CORNELIUS, thanks being with me around 2 Years nd so on. too much you done for me, thnks being part of my life. I still loving youuu but I know you're not for me. Even we broke up, I try to befriend with you, but seems like it dosen't work at all. LOVE is not pain at all. But some ppl choose it to be like tht. Too hard but I won't give up to forget :)) Pls don't make ur future sad. Appreciate who ever girl that you choose. We cannot befriend with each other. Let just bcome a stranger with beautiful memories. I forgive what've you done nd so on. I'll try harder. Dear Daddy God, I know ur plans is the best. I hv faith in you. I believe you'll show ur miracle to my life. You'll never let me down. Never let my tears falling down again. reveal my heart, draw me closer to you Dear God, I'm loser. I been hurt nd I can't be strong. I alwys cried for the small thing. Being too cengeng at all. Manja all the time. Full of pain, full of lies. Full of fake. But I know, when I worship you, it truly comes from my heart. I feels better. Holy Spirit keep me calm. I know, you hv a plan for me, just one day..... I want my future loves God more than me. Remind me how precious our God. Sharing with me what God hv done. accept the way me are. Dear future who ever you're, I dont want to best the girlfriend, not to caring but to draw you closer to God, spend our time with God together, I dont want my old priority. I made a lot of mistakes. I hurt ppl too much. Being player nd so on. But I know, I alrdy died for my past mistakes nd born to be a new light for a world. God loves for me are too much. No one loves me like he do. PAST IS PAST. I just need to forget. Thankyou Lord cause slmtkn Lyssa dr duniawi. Tlalu busy dgn hal duniawi mybbkn aku lalai utk mgenal Engkau :) Thankyou for Axis Camp 2013 sbb mmbuat kami sedar btapa indahnya berjalan bersamamu Bapa :) The most precious moment when you know you're alrdy loved by others nd you never realize it :))) I LOVE YOU DADDY GOD :) THANKSSSSSS!!